The World I Truly Belong To!
Hey, I think this is going be my first rant post, apart from those Sunday Scrolls for sure. So here it goes!!
As I had said that I jumped in to UBC July 2014 at the last moment and it so happened that I had to drop out of it, against my free will. 🙁 Something happened on the personal front that forced me to take this hard decision. It did hurt. To not do what you love to do, is a punishment to self. But for sake of my better future, I decided not to write for sometime and take a break. But things doesn’t ever go as we want them to. Not so strong holder of will power, I succumbed to the temptation and here I am typing out my thoughts! Yes, tempting it is, and how tempting it is, only another writer can understand that!
It’s such a severe punishment to not to able to write when your mind is flooded with ideas and it feels like it will burst if you don’t let the words out! Yes, that feeling! You try and stay away from it, but you can’t! I guess this is what addiction is! No matter what, you just can’t! You engage yourself in every other thing that you see but you can’t get away with the empty feeling in your stomach when you go to bed at night. It feels like there is something missing. You feel incomplete. You crave to do it. You feel frustrated and just can’t explain the feeling. You are just clueless. And finally you give in, you pick up the pen and create the world with your words that was in your head whole day. And that’s the world you truly belong to!!! The World of Words!!
All this happened to me too. I went through that. But my moment of truth came when I received the first copy of Crumpled Voices. My smile stretched from ear to ear. Running at full speed from my room to hostel gate to receive the courier! Wow! That feeling!! Holding it in my hands, I quickly flipped to the page that bore my name. The happiness I felt seeing my name as an author there, is the one I just can’t put into words. So far I can say that it was the happiest moment of my life!! It was THE MOMENT!! What a feeling it was!! I am totally loving it!
>>> No dream is too big! It might not realize at once but keep taking small steps towards it and you will surely reach the place you want to be! I am still on the way and I know I will be there soon! Because If you WANT it, you CAN have it!!
>>> This is the world, The World of Words, I truly belong to!
Awwiie congratulations dear <3 wishing you many more success like this 🙂 and about the rant, you have exactly described the feeling of writers when they have to stay away from writing, for some reason! I can totally relate to this. So next time, don't stop writing, take out some time, even if little and write amidst your busy schedule so that you can remain sane 😀 😉
Thank you soo much!! I’m happy that you could relate! 🙂
Congratulations Nibha 🙂 And may many more such successes come your way. I agree about not being able to stop yourself from writing. I have felt that too.
Thank you so much! 😀 I know it feels terrible!
congratulationsssssssssssssss party time.. they say bad times go good times come 🙂 so start of good time
I hope so too that it’s the good times coming soon! 😀 Thanks 🙂
congratulations Nibha and you truly belong to the world of words. I can understand how excited you must be on receiving the copy thru courier . Keep writing with small breaks to rejuvenate.
Thank you so much! A writer can only understand another writer’s plight! 🙂
Here’s an award to brighten up your weekend: Congrats 🙂
http://taleoftwotomatoes.wordpress.com/2014/07/11/tgif-and-the-quintet-of-radiance-award/
Thanks so much Shalini 🙂 Will accept this award ASAP 🙂
Really moments of joy for all of us……u must enjoy & see forward .
we all pray GOD to bless u lot…………………………
Thank you for all your blessings! That are of utmost importance! 🙂
Yippee!!! Congrats dear! What a feeling I bet!
Yup awesome feeling! 🙂 Thanks 🙂
Congratulations again, Nibha! How wonderful to see your name as a published author! May you soon publish your own book!
Thank you so much for the wishes and the blessings! 🙂
Yayy!!! Congratulations Nibha! The talent cannot be hidden for long indeed. 🙂 Wish you all the very best for future! Hope to see number of collections like this one ahead. 🙂
Thanks a ton Umang 🙂
Rant posts always work out for better every once in a while!
Richa
Yah truly said! It’s a relief! 🙂
Hey Nibha! I am nominating you with the “Quintet of Radiance” award. 🙂 Congartulations!!! Visit this link to check:
http://umangawasthi.wordpress.com/2014/07/14/quintet-of-radiance-award/
Thank you soo much for the award! I hope to accept is ASAP! 🙂